#48 If You Believe...

...that you belong with her, promise me, you won't let anyone hurt you.

Hello, it's been a while. :) I hope everyone spent thier Mothers' Day well. Even if you didn't do anything, I hope you guys had a great weekend.

Anyways, I recently made a tumblr which is open to my friends and everyone. I actually like the layout more than blogspot, because I can just reblog other posts that feel the same way without really typing out a lot. But doing this is fine too. :D I can release myself a bit more with words.

So, my psychology course is coming to an end soon, and I'm really excited about that. I feel like my overthinking problem is actually starting to get under control. I learned how to be more open-minded to more possibilities and not to narrow down based on the little things. It can all just be a coincidence afterall. :)

Recently, I fell back in love with an old old old crush. I've actually liked him for two years, but seeing him again rekindled that feeling. He was never mine, and I was never his, but oh what we could've been! He has a girlfriend, but regardless, I confessed.
Stupid move?
Maybe.

But I always wondered for 2 years what it would be like if I confessed and returned his feelings. And now I know the relief of it all. I'm still two years too late...but that's okay. Slowly, I'll come around - well, if he doesn't that is.

I was pretty devastated when I recently lost this ring he gave me. :( I didn't take it too well...but I held everything in. I let it later though, cause I learned that crying was a good way to relieve yourself. Though, whenever I think about that ring, every memory flushes through me. Even now, I feel upset, but I know I'll never find it again. No way I'll find it in such a busy place as Mott & Canal St. :( Sigh. My aorta aches.

Ha.

Love,
Jay