#14 And It's Not Like It Hurts Much Anyway

I'm starting to grow use to being by myself.

Today our school did out annual Egg Drop Competition. Every student builds a container with only cardboard. We can't even use tape or string or staples to hold it together. The container has to be 12x12 inches. We drop it from 20 feet about ground and whichever is lightest and survived the drop gets to have their name in the school plaque forever. Blah.

Mine worked, but it wasn't light enough to win.
Anyways, the egg drop took a whole period - it even went into 2nd period! :). We did it outside in the park area where I'm always sitting alone. It's becoming a habit to sit in that area alone, so I just sat there without my friends. I wonder if I looked sad because many people came up to me and tried to talk to me, but I don't think understand that I like being alone.

In my last blog, I complained about not being talked to enough by my friends. I also hoped that things would be better. It did get better the next day. They talked to me a little, but that was most likely because they were stuck with me, hahaha. I talked to some of them today, but it was basically the same kind of.

I think I can keep this up...the whole talking to them and being alone thing. Oh yeah, tomorrow is a warm weather and all of them re going to Applebee's. They didn't invite me. My friend who was invited asked if I was going cause he thought I was invited, but I wasn't. It hurts a little, but whatever. They can invite whomever they want.

I've got into the habit of starting my homework really late and ending up deprived of sleep. It's not good, but I can't help it. I can never seem to fall asleep easily these days. It sucks. :(.

Well, nothing much to say in today's entry. Just thought that I should get some thoughts into it. Haha.
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