#4

Recently, I've been noticing this guy who's in my lunch period. I talked about him to my friend and suddenly my friend thinks I like him. I know perfectly well that'll never happen though. Not now. Definitely. Not. Now.
There was only one person that I ever felt love for and when he broke up with me...I don't know. I really don't know how I lived through that. Haha.

This boy caught my eye because he really reminds me of how I was 1-2 years ago. A loner, and perfectly fine being a loner. Always in our own worlds, with our music and art all the time. Talking with people sometimes, but never really hanging out with them...Yeah, he reminds me of me.
I remember the first time someone asked me to sit with them during lunch was this girl with a whole bunch of friends. She was cool and she's still my friend. I sat with them and I had a good time...and suddenly, I wasn't that much of a loner.
So right now, I feel like getting to know him. I wanna be his friend but I don't know how to approach him. He seems so distant. I wish I was as courageous as that girl so I can invite him to sit with me during lunch. I don't know if he'll like sitting with us, but it's worth a shot.

Haha, I just noticed this blog is shorter than the rest.
Anyways, please comment! :)