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Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Today was a really nice day. It was finally warm! So I hung out with my friends, but when I got home, I remembered the pile of homework that I haven't yet completed...
I should get started, but procrastinating is too addicting!

I'm having a half-day soon, so I'm planning on catching up with my friends that I don't keep in contact with as often. They're going to bring their school friends along. I can't wait to see them again! I also really wanna make new friends. :)

Just before, I was talking to my friends. He was telling me about how he saw this guy and a girl on the bus who both spoke poor English. He said that one of them was Japanese and the other girl was Chinese. He told me how he thought it was really sweet that both of them were laughing and trying to communicate with each other even though they spoke bad English.
When he told me this, I imagined the whole scene. It really is sweet. But after the conversation ended, I thought back on my past relationships and I came to the conclusion that I shouldn't ever fall in love again.

Actually, there was only one time out of all my relationships that I actually felt love. And it ended with a bad aftertaste. I love love and being in love. I don't think I wanna taste falling out of it again.

So far, I've managed to mask most of my family problems and keep them to myself. Right now, I'm trying to master masking my feelings of love. I was doing pretty well until February 13th.
That day, everyone exchanged roses and received chocolates from anonymous people in school. I even bought my friends one...but I never got one. I guess I was jealous, and jealousy is an ugly thing. I was so ugly that day...being a little selfish and wanting love. It's no wonder that I didn't receive anything.
But I know that love isn't everything and I know it's quite stupid of me to think of it when I'm still studying in school. I know I should concentrate only on school...but school is just not my thing. I'm way more into creating things rather than analyzing and memorizing formulas. Haha, well that's just me.

Wow, I wrote quite a lot today. I better end it now before no one reads my blog. :)
Anyways, I'm always looking for new people to talk to. It's boring posting when no one reads...so comment me anytime!